Saved My Ass

Even though the Europeans are renowned for their fetish porn ranging from BDSM to bestiality and we are more known for our camp Benny Hill style efforts we do a fair bit of fetish film making here in the UK ourselves. Ok firstly I know the UK is in Europe but in porn they are considered two different territories.

Much like the gay film makers the fetish film makers are in there own separate clan and don’t tend to merge much with the mainstream pornographers. The variety of fetishes is to vast to mention but a lot of fetish “people” consider sex is nothing to do with their chosen fixation and so snub the dirty porno makers. They are rather snobby it must be said.

The point I’m trying to make here is that those people of the public that like to lump all porn makers into one big shady ses pit of scum don’t realise that the industry is very compartmentalised. The people that make extreme fetish porn don’t hang out with the people that make gay or vanilla porn. The people that make gay porn are very insular to the straight or fetish film industry. Rarely do any of these genres overlap.

But, again mainstream performers get cast in some of these fetish movies from time to time. Two particular fetishes that are very British based are spanking and WAM (wet and messy). That strict old fashioned discipline mixed with some repressed kink. The nice peachy white arse of some naughty English rose bent over a school master figure. Or the humiliation of getting gunged. Maybe for not getting a question right on a 1980’s Saturday morning kids TV show or maybe just for rebelling and having a jolly good food fight and messing ones spiffingly clean clothes up. We do as a nation have all the messy desserts that make WAM so possible.

I had a near escape with a hardcore spanking shoot early on in my career. Id only been in the business a few weeks and id had a few shoots but things had quietened down slightly. I was a little panicked that id quit my job and now I wasn’t going to get any more work being a porn slut. So when one of my agents called me up whilst knicker shopping and asked me if I’d do a spanking film I reluctantly agreed. I’m not at all into being spanked although I have no aversion to dishing it out. I realised I was going to be asked to do things I didn’t really enjoy in this job – isn’t everyone anyway? In some respects being a porn star is like being an actress. You pretend you like things or pretend you like them more than you actually do. So my monetary concerns and professional head told me to say yes to the job. In all honesty I really didn’t like the sound of it at all. I was warned I would be severely spanked and that it would be painful. No one ever lied to me about this fact. I handle pain well and even later when the producer – a somewhat well known character famed for his spanking movies and wealth – called me up to make sure I knew what I was letting myself in for. Id managed to convince myself id be ok and convinced him I’d be ok for the job in the process.

The next day I was just about getting ready to leave the house and make my way to the set when another agent of mine called up and asked what I was up to. I told him about the shoot and he rapidly started to explain to me the extent of spanking shoots. No one lied to me about what was going to happen they just preyed on my naivety. I didn’t know I would be beat until I bled. I didn’t know if I asked to stop I wouldn’t be paid. I didn’t know I wouldn’t be able to sit down on the train on the way home. I dint know I would be too bruised to work for the next three weeks. Suddenly the £250 I was getting didn’t sound so worth it.

I didn’t want to let these people down after convincing them id do the job despite knowing I was going to regret going through with it.

My agent convinced me to come and sit with him in his office that afternoon. He said he’d pay my train fare there and buy me a drink in the pub, just so he would know that I wouldn’t go through with that damning shoot. Strange thing is that’s probably one of the nicest things anyone ever did for me in this business but that agent turned out to be a nasty piece of scum anyway. I just had to call the producer and say I wasn’t coming. My other agent who had got me the job wasn’t going to be pleased but they must have half known to expect it in reality.

The more weeks went by in the business the more girls I met and an amazing amount of them told me stories of going to work for the rich spank daddy. One had to sit on a rubber cushion on the way home. One had to cancel a shoot she had the following day as she was so black and blue. All put on a brave face and I imagine had been pre warned in the same half truth fashion as me.

The odd thing is no one ever ever slated the vicious sod doing this. A lot even became friends with him.

Condomania

The use of condoms in porn is rare.
Porn is a fantasy so why would we need reminding of all those nasty diseases that occur in the real world. That’s why we watch porn after all isn’t it?
I’ve met guys that love watching anal or oral porn as their girlfriends won’t do that with them. Watching condom free porn just helps remove the limits that get put on sex in the real world. Not to mention the fact it is a massive bonus to pornographers who can get away with making dirtier porn which is more saleable in an over saturated market.
You wouldn’t see cream pies (internal ejaculation) or bukkake (being ejaculated on facially in mass volume) if all porn were subject to the use of condoms. In fact it would make a lot of fetishes impossible to sell.
Some of the bigger companies in the US claim to be condom only studios. They have the most successfully marketed girls so they know people will still pay to see these beauties with or without condoms.


I had an email from a new porn girl the other day in which she states she uses condoms unlike 95% of performers and that she is annoyed at the level of producers and male performers that have a problem with that.


It appears that some UK producers deep down know there product is so weak that they irrationally fear the introduction of condoms will cause them commercial suicide. Basically that their poor sales will diminish so much further just for a condom sighting that they will go out of business.


Logic actually says that not using condoms is suicide!


Either that or they have an over inflated view of their work. “You wouldn’t find Chanel using poly viscose to make their latest haut couture darling. So I’m not using condoms in my latest erotic masterpiece”!
And as for the male performers. Well there is so much testosterone driven ego fighting to get out that the threat of having to put a barrier in front of it would probably cause them to self combust. To the guys a condom loses them bravado so they aren’t in a hurry to wrap up.


So the poor girls who are happy to use condoms are backed into a corner. They know that the work goes to the girls who will go bare back and risk themselves.
In that respect the porn business is a very degrading and exploitative one. It’s easy for the players to say “There’s no exploitation here. I’m not holding a gun to anyone’s head. I’m not making anyone do what they don’t want to” But think about it. You are! If you put £300 in anyone’s hand they would walk away with a smile on their face.
And in the same breath you want the government and the public to take you seriously. The same government that is spending thousands on campaigning to increase public awareness of STIs. The same public that is just starting to grasp the fact that condoms are a necessity in life now, not an option.


It does ruin the fantasy of porn (which is the whole basis of porn) but should we be romanticising sex in this day and age anyway? We are doing what young children do when they fear a monster. They think if they shut their eyes hard enough it will go away? Well news flash, this one aint going away no matter how long you walk around with your eyes shut. Stop running and start acting.
Porn is just showing its ignorance of a subject it should be and I believe is well educated on.
This will come back and bite us on the butt at some point. Viewers and non viewers alike are wising up to the risks and accepting the changes. They are starting to realise porn is showing them the biggest disrespect by not also accommodating this change. By being neglectful of their consumer’s welfare, by dumbing down the issue that others are fighting so hard to promote.
Do the people behind porn really think that by not promoting safe sex it will increase their sales? One thing’s for sure, it will offend and confuse its customers. One might argue that pornographers believe there consumers to be stupid.


Using condoms will not increase sales of porn but not using them may well start to cost sales. I think its carrot dangling time for porn. Stop hiding behind the false notion that condoms will stop people buying porn. Grow up and smell the coffee. The rest of the world has.

To do or not to do? – That is the question

I’m often asked is there anything I won’t do on film.
I used to reply, like many girls, with the cursory response “nothing illegal”. This basically covers no rape, no shit, no underage sex and no animals.

This is a safe but accurate answer. Chances of you being asked to do anything illegal on camera are slim since these films wouldn’t get past the British Board of Film Classification. This is the authority that makes Hellraiser an 18 and Mary Poppins a U and most of your porn an R18.

Everything else was pretty much ok to me.
I have my personal dislikes too such as anything in public, like flashing. This is actually illegal too but can be gotten around by claiming it was shot in another country or on private land. I’m very concerned about offending innocent bystanders for reasons unknown to me. The fear of being caught certainly does not turn me on. If I know im safely in the middle of nowhere then I’m not so bothered about stripping off and I will happily bath totally nude in a secluded villa.

I also draw the line at corporal punishment. Put simply – spanking. This is common in fetish films. Severity in this genre is deemed unfit for viewing in the UK. I’m told we as a nation have a reputation when it comes to spanking. Apparently despite our censorship of such acts other countries seem to think it’s all we do all day long. Maybe this comes from our old fashioned public schooling image of yester-year.
I’m not sure why I don’t enjoy being spanked when other forms of brutality very much turn me on. I enjoy a good bit of rough in private but whoa betide anyone that pulls any of that American style bitch slapping shit on me whilst on set. Slap I and you will probably receive the same treatment in return but in the sanctuary of my own bedroom I will happily play submissive slut to some ferocious face slapping.

These days though I’ve started to wonder if it’s maybe the acts that are off limits that are the really good stuff. The more you experiment the more you open your mind.
There are certain things I can’t do on camera for fear of being ridiculed and judged by my peers. I am after all a business and I can’t go committing career suicide now can I?
These things remain either inside my head or part of my private life.

However the list of things I wont do in private but will do on camera is far more interesting than simply asking what I won’t do on film.

I’ve mentioned before that I only masturbate for film. It doesn’t do anything for me personally but I do get turned on whilst masturbating on film. I think it’s just the knowing that im having an effect on someone. Someone somewhere is getting turned on by me doing this. The actual act doesn’t interest me.


As much as I enjoy an all female experience, I’m only gay for pay. I’m not saying im not into it when I have my head between some girl’s thighs. I enjoy sex whether it’s with a man or woman but women don’t interest me enough to make me want to make the effort off set.

Pissing is another one. I love getting messy and urinating all over the place like an untrained puppy but in my own life I cant think of anything worse than being asked to pee all over my beloveds face. Why would I want to do that to someone I love. My playmates in porn are no problem. That feels just like two naughty children playing mud pies in the garden.

I don’t swallow cum or take facials either. There is one very good reason for this and that is that my boyfriends spunk is the foulest smelling Ive ever encountered so I make sure it never gets anywhere above my neck. Or if it does this has to be reserved for days when I have a stinking cold only, or in the shower so the vileness can immediately be washed away with one swift rotation of the head.
Trust me, you won’t get very far in porn if you don’t at the least accept a face full of man juice. Getting a face load for the camera is a massive turn on for me. It feels like my reward after a (blow) job well done.

I’m sure there are other things that will come to me in time but its odd the things you will do when someone shoves a camera in front of you and I’m not talking about girls who do anal or other acts only for the money. They don’t enjoy it. They endure it. This isn’t news though, girls do lots of things for money.