Tuesday 29 April 2008

Big Sister

Jody became abit of a fixation in my head. She broke me into the industry and took my lesbian and anal flower. It’s no wonder I began to think I was in love with her. She was all I thought about for a few weeks. She was so sweet and helpful, kind of like a big sister to me. Could I be a closet lesbian?


I saw Jody one last time when I took a job performing on a webcam in Amsterdam. I was told id make £2000 for a fortnights work. I was actually worried about going for so long but was told if I went it had to be for 14 days. Certain people still didn’t know about my career change and might start to wonder where I’d gotten to for two weeks.


But £2000!!! That’s nearly double what I earnt some months in my old job.
All I had to do was masturbate on a webcam whilst talking dirty to the guys watching in a chat room linked to my webcam. There would be a whole load of other girls from the UK there too so I wouldn’t be alone.
I’d been told id work an 8 hour shift on my webcam and that the rest of the day was mine.


Yeah! Mine and everyone else’s who was watching me on the live voyeur cam feeds going about my business. The place where we did these cam shows was also where we lived for the two weeks. It was what is known as a voyeur house. Just like Big Brother where there are cameras everywhere watching you. It hadn’t really occurred to me that because of all these cameras I would actually be working 24 hours a day. Even when I was asleep id be working!


I tried to forget about the cameras in the toilets and It didn’t really bother me that there were cameras everywhere else to be honest. What swayed me into going ultimately though was the knowledge that Jody was already out there and if I got the next flight I could be there with her.


I arrived in Amsterdam with a girl booked from another UK agency and was welcomed into Holland with a freak heat wave. A Dutch guy who was staff at the voyeur house met us at the airport and drove us to our new home for the next two weeks.
I looked forward to seeing Jody again and any nerves went away when I knew that she would be there to yet again show me the ropes and take care of me.


Unfortunately when I arrived “my” Jody wasn’t there.



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